today, i am perhaps in the deepest pit that i have been in for awhile... and one of my own digging, with none to blame but my own foolishness and stupidity. but i believe that my God is merciful and that He is powerful, and that He will not withold that which is good from this daughter.

Father, i plead Your mercy and compassion, give me another chance. i need Your peace and Your strength now more than ever.

"All our fears are wicked, and we fear because we will not nourish ourselves in our faith. How can any one who isidentified with Jesus Christ suffer from doubt or fear! It ought tobe an absolute pæan of perfectly irrepressible, triumphant belief."

-My Utmost For His Highest